1. |
the Architect
03:24
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Considered all the variables
Draw the line, then sever
Suffering, all the while biding time
Widen your narrow, blackened eyes
Feeling it slowly slipping away
Like everything else that’s preceded me
Insignificant the things that I can’t change
Set aside the fact, the matter that you blindly look away
To move forward in this world of lashing haste
You’re testing my will
I’ve allowed you to mold it,
Manipulate it to your ill will
Oh, nothing comes from dissonance
Nothing comes from the dissonance
We move forward in this world of lashing haste
You’re testing our will
We’ve allowed you mold it
And manipulate it to your ill will
Feeling it slowly slipping away
Like everything else that’s preceded me
Insignificant the things that I can’t change, all the while
Feeling it slowly slipping away
Set aside the fact, the matter that you blindly look away
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2. |
Paramnesia
04:53
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Focus, it gets complicated
Would you draw this over to me?
If I focus, it gets complicated
I won’t live this over
Look at me like a diamond,
Held strong by its wicked arms
Must have been complicated
I’ll never live this over
I’ll never live this over
It’s such a crime
Will I ever live this over?
I’m leaving it out so I can’t complicate
If I hold it like a diamond,
You even it out so I can tame
Giving it all up to someone better
To see I’ve locked it all away
I’ll never come again
No, I’ll never live this over
Focus, it gets complicated
Would you draw this over to me?
If I focus, it gets complicated
I won’t live this over
If I ever live this over,
I’m giving it up so I can’t complicate
If I hold it like a diamond,
You even it out so I can’t change
Over, over…
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3. |
Insolence.Recoil
04:14
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Spiraling around,
Your ego has fallen down, and it’s wrapped beneath your feet
Could this mean you’re not who you claimed to be?
Constantly tripping on false intentions
I’ll take this chance
To kick you in the face
The same deceitful way
You did me
If I could close my eyes and turn to walk away
Leave you in your pathetic state
Of finding who you truly became,
A liar like me
If I could close my eyes and turn to walk away
Leave you in your pathetic state
Of finding who you truly became,
A liar like me
I see no point in this now…
And that’s right, you didn’t
You fell upon your face once again
And you don’t even realize it
You’re a tragedy awaiting
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4. |
End Transmission
02:04
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5. |
Aurelia
04:46
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Well, I'm awakening
As you make your defiant way
Well, I have had enough of this
Dormancy lying in wait
I'm frightened and on edge
Of the outcome this potentially could breed
Exposed and unable to move,
To fend off this nefarious world
Soon I will leave this shit behind
In a steady transition from larvae to fly
Until then I'll feed upon it, taking what I need to stay alive,
One day to fly, my thick skin's hardening
Soon I will grow my strength and my wings will rise,
Hoping to fly
Stemming from beneath my skin this nourishment for my wings working, Soon to take flight
Until then I'll feed upon it, taking what I need to stay alive
One day to fly
My thick skin's hardening
Soon I will grow my strength and
My wings will rise, soon to take flight
The current phase passes as the next begins
On my way to open up and rise
Open, rise
To open, rise…
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6. |
Filter
06:32
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I never asked for this, I
Never twisted your self-righteous arms
But you swear upon my dying day
That I set out to harm you
My mind hasn’t changed
Even though I know you tried to sway me
Sorry if it didn’t turn out the way you planned it to,
But I could see right through your contrivance all the way
A failed attempt to paralyze
Left you on your knees
Suffocating
As I filter through the
Remainder of what lies before me,
Attempting to piece together something recognizable,
Something I’m able to relate to
As I continue to immerse my entirety,
Myself as a whole accepting body, exposed to all your lies
A failed attempt to paralyze
Left you on your knees
Suffocating
All this frustration I’ve built up inside
You’re pushing me to cross the line
Now I can see
Your eyes slowly
Fading away
Your eyes, they try to edify
Sometimes it just doesn’t rectify
Here in your mind it’s taken control
Pull through the wake and lose it all
So you’re weak, I am what you need
So run free, I will be here waiting
Trust in me, fear is all perceived
Shaded lies, I will take you away
Trust Me
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7. |
Imbue Élan Vital
07:15
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Lost in my own delusions,
The mud, the walls, this shit to plea
For a new beginning, a
New transition to see
Hesitant to cleanse my brow,
My fallen, wasted life
Emit this overconsumption, they
Patiently wait to kill me
As these stabbing beads of sweat
Press against the back of my neck
Hesitant to wipe them away,
My fear of shivering heat waves
Consuming me, this warmth
Pushing up from within my gut
Don’t tell me how to breathe
With your heel in my chest
If not for my hands to
Verify truth,
My eyes might have been misguided by you,
Lead to believe you,
Oh this confusion!
And that reminds me
Somehow I’ve found this
Will to stand
Before you, I’m mirrored by my
Inability to be
Embrace the fold
Luring me in, a seductive way to breathe
In this state of analgesia, designed specifically, suggesting a deterioration
Identify what’s taken over me
In its attempt to control me, I fail to detach from myself
This time, I’ve got to find a way out now
This time, I’ve thrown it all away, I’m down now
This time, I can only watch and wait
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8. |
Sidewinders
08:09
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Waist deep into the water
So convinced it’s alright
Dive on in if you really feel it will revive
If you feel you’ll survive
You should never close your eyes,
Even if it appears alright
The current has a way of shedding light
Purest eyes,
Lost your innocence to these starving serpents that squeeze so tight
You will find
Their sick dark rants whisper beautiful harmonies intended to blind
Hissing absurdities in my eyes
Slither out from the filthy hole where you hide
You should save yourself
You’re no higher, send your fire down
Swell to induce us all to have your way
Difficult not to feel disdain
The way you move, the way to draw them down and in this treachery
Sickens me to the bitter end
Spit your lunacy in my eyes
Slither out from the filthy hole where you hide
You should save yourself,
Passed off as a higher almighty in your hooded shroud
Swell to induce us all to have your way,
Posturing, intent to render fear
Unwavering ability to draw them in, hypnotize
Difficult to not watch you drown
You should get out while you’re alive
Pissing absurdities in my eyes
Slither back to the filthy hole where you hide
Sacrifice yourself
Sell your fire, send your fire down
Now
Blossoming intent to fuel despair
The way you move, the way to draw them down and in this treachery
Sickens me till your bitter end
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9. |
Macabre
05:11
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Cue this violence
Hidden inside all along
Through this smooth dance
I’ve learned to walk again
When this began
I meant no harm at all
Review this carnage
When I’m dead and gone
Avoiding all revealing light,
I approach behind
I want nothing more than this,
Oh, to touch your body
It’s so nice to meet you,
To move in closer
Entice me to recall
I’m compelled to turn away, to fade away as if I never came
Here to have my way, to finally engage you face to face
Release this harbored rage, a weight begging to be lifted today
I swear I’ll walk away, just walk away right as soon as you
Lie face down, behind
You I breathe out,
Release my vise,
My sickening
Come forth inside, why fight?
Restraints hold tight, stay silent
To drown in your eyes tonight,
They reflect the same emotions in mine
I never wanted to go through with this,
I only wanted it for my eyes
No use in validating reasons
They’re never finding the answers why
I’ll never let it come down, no
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10. |
Revealed Arcane
06:31
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Provoking eyes
Controlling minds,
Constantly persuading my conflicting will to concede
Into annihilation
Overstepped my own mind set to find
I am not alone, nor am I myself
This isn’t me or a dream and consequence, it
Seems it has no intention of slowing down
Or turning around, there is no preventing this
My eyes opened wide,
Dilated, paralyzed,
Disentangling all that
Has been standing before me
Penetrating, all I thought I was inside
I’m changing, blindly staring open-minded in the light
Confide in my own soul
I cannot let go
I’ve come to realize what could have already been known
Provoking eyes
Controlling minds,
Constantly persuading my conflicting will to concede
Into annihilation
And when it all comes down
We will have no other way out
No longer an option of turning around,
There will be no preventing it
Suck all the life out from under me
Just before it tears my flesh away
Suffocating my drying airway, gasping as I bleed into the sky
I am just so terrified by all of this
Standing before the eye of reason,
Lost in its whole entire meaning
Drifting away, subtly awakened, why am I drawn in and captivated
Cut away at my hands and knees,
Scabbed and bleeding, but still breathing
Scattered among the cold and hopeless,
All while nothing to show for this
It’s all a scheme to blanket my face
Should I have known this all along?
Hidden within their charade,
I should have known all along
Esoteric Disguise
Enforce your mark, your arms
I refuse to conform
Enforce your mark, your arms
I refuse to conform to this
Descend and hope to live, to breathe again
This will never end,
Pushed us to the edge once again
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11. |
Flight of Leaves
01:24
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12. |
Fathom
04:44
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And it’s so volatile,
I thought nothing to stand in your way
You came so far
To just throw it all away,
A whisper in the world
My disbelief
Overshadows any reasoning
And no one could ever
Have stood in your way
If that’s the way it has to be,
Too bad it’s the way it has to
Anything to keep you from giving in this time
Sometimes it’s never enough just to be alive
And I couldn’t have ever changed your mind
You knew I couldn’t have ever let you go - I’ll never let you go
I hope you sleep satisfied
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